LOVESSS

2010-10-03T23:56:00.003+08:00

October 3rd,

the ultimate statement,

friends.

Friend,

a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard

a person who gives assistance; patron; a supporter

a member of the same nation, party

How many friends do you guys have in facebook/friendster currently?

100? 200? 300? or even 400?

Analyse the above definition,

and contemplate.

My bet is 3/4 are hi-bye friends,

and only a quarter considerably f-r-i-e-n-d-s.

Self expression,

or I should say expressing thoughts/feelings in words that smooths the ears,

is not my type.

Facts, truth, feelings, opinions

everybody asking for it.

But the point is,

do you want to listen to it?

Or,

are you able to accept what I've shared?

Numerous times,

I share,

my thoughts, my opinions, my feelings,

but the response was negative.

All in all,

it just simply exacerbate the relations.

Ringing a bell,

I used to utter meaningless language like,

she and you are closer,

he/she doesn't like me,

you're always siding her.

These just annoys, displeases you,

isn't it?

If these sharing bring about a set of unhappiness,

the bust-up relations,

it's appropriate for me not to bring up anymore,

isn't it?

Every words, every say, every sentence,

out from my mouth

there's a reason.

Let me share with you something I would never erase from my mind.

Years back,

I chance upon her holding a packet of chocolates, nicely wrapped.

To be exact,

it was Diva chocolates, and it was a treat,

a treat from you.

Without knowing it was a treat,

I questioned: How much was the chocolates?

Together with an awkward silence,

the reply was: Errr, a treat, a treat from you.

Light heartedly,

I whispered what about me?

The comeback from you was,

She couldn't afford to buy the chocolates at that point of time.

The chocolates was not what I'm looking after,

it's the heart that counts,

the thoughts that matters.

Skipping that,

I remembered,

it was a routine for her calling you at night,

chatting, talking about every single little things.

These calls,

does not include me or to be precise,

probably once or twice I'm counted in.

Or the truth is,

I don't like lengthy hours call?

Not to mention,

the birthday gifts,

Speaking of the home early.

I don't like to be home only after dark.

I'm timorous,

I trembles,

I have cold feets each time I see the 7th floor drunk man.

To be home early,

is a freedom from danger.

Of course,

I still do enjoy late nights,

but that's only when there's an accompany home.

These 6 years,

it's all shallow,

it's all surface.

Thinking of what you've wrote,

I ought to agree with it?

The friendship is surface,

the friendship is shallow,

the feelings are not,

the memories shared exist.

2010-08-27T19:12:00.002+08:00

27 August,

1 week, 2 days to 6 September.

Major exam,

6th September-9th September

Kayden's full month,

11th September

Hong Kong getaway,

17 September-21 September

Busy September ahead!

I can foresee,

a carefree,

content,

zhilei (after 9th September of course)

HAHA

CAN'T WAIT FOR MY GETAWAY!

2010-08-22T19:56:00.003+08:00

I'm amused,

by the actions of his,

the doings of his,

the words of his,

the attitude of his,

the every moves of his

Joke, more than a joke.

Human beings are god's creation

A creation to bring life,

smiles,

happiness,

miracle to this world

But, rather than bringing these to the world,

HE brings troubles,

misery,

problems and more

A heartless, hopeless failure that fails at everything

WORST THAN A DOG

Every child is a gift from god?

HAHAHAHHA

Try giving birth to a son with nothing but just shits for you to clear for all his 22 years of life and not appreciating what you've done for him

KARMA.

KARMA/DEATH will befalls on you,

I'm sitting up for the day to come.

2010-08-10T00:11:00.002+08:00

I never want to be in this state.

She never want to be in this state.

A state where,

there's no one I/She can turn to,

no one I/She can share my/her sorrow with.

The plight I'm/She's dealing with, the life I'm/She's leading.

Gulping down every single word,

every single tears,

every single unjust treatment.

Years passes.

The tolerance of a full truckload of what she does not deserve,

not a smile,

not a taste of happiness,

has gone beyond the limits of forbearance.

Saying goodbye,

the sole way to alleviate the sufferings.

Holding the keys to the door of happiness all by herself,

the door to happiness for us,

where is it?

Abandoned.

I'm abandoned for goodness sake.

2010-08-02T18:49:00.006+08:00

It's been awhile.

How are you?

How have you been?

How 's life?

These simple greetings,

warmth the heart, mend the bust-up relations

Too bad,

neither of the parties chose to take the first step

Who to blame?

Me, myself.

Life,

a bowl of cherries,

simple and pleasant

Happiness,

a choice,

we hold the chance of it.

LIVING IN THE PAST.

I loathe myself for being stuck in the past.

The place where I catch a glimpse of happiness, an authentic smile.

The memories I used to have,

the silence I used to enjoy,

the bits and pieces of a happy,

bliss family.

NOW,

I'm still present, at the same place,

where memories makes me mad,

where silence makes me cry,

where I have to incept the happiness I'm looking for.

I'm waiting for a train, a train that will take me far away.

Where's the train?

ps: I'm no longer who I am.

2010-07-11T16:34:00.002+08:00

Panicked.

Afraid.

Petrified.

Worried.

Somewhere's not right,

Somewhere's wrong.

TRUTH.

What's the truth?

I need,

I want,

I'm dying for,

A pleasant outcome.

BLESS ME!

2010-06-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

Time check: 9 June, 2010 10.42pm

1 hour 58 minutes,

I'll turn 19.

Thinking of this 19 years,

this 19 years road,

I'm taught,

I'm loved,

I've grown,

I've learn.

Well, let me reminisce the past 18 years then.

Harking back the previous celebrations I had,

I'm contented,

the smiles,

the joy,

the merry times,

I'll lock it up in my heart.

The smiles, the joy, the merry times I had on the 10th of June

So, how would this year 10th of June be like?

Haa

Time passes like lightning,

As a blink of eyes,

I'm turning 19.

A few more years down the road,

I'll complete my teen years and enter the adult stage.

A stage where I would no longer be called an immature youngster but an adult.

An immature adult?

lols

All right,

let me end it off with,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, PRETTY/CUTIE

HAHAHAHA,

omg, thick-skinned.

ps: Thanks each and everyone out there that play a part in my life!

You guys rock!

2010-06-02T23:53:00.002+08:00

Unsparing, godawful month.

All in all,

I've spend this unsparing,godawful month,

submersing in my own waterworks

Barely enough to have a taste of a smile,

a smile from the bottom of the heart.

The only exception is,

my blue-eyed boy.

He construct a genuine smile,

He bring about good spirits,

He shape my twilight zone.

3 days straight,

latching onto his smile, his loveliness, his charm, his good looks,

I'm gratified.

Gratified to be alive, kicking.

Gratified to have a field vision of this precious.

But,

as we know,

good days pass by in a blink of eyes.

Now,

I'm back to reality.

A tragic reality that's pushing me off the wall.

Well,

that's life!

7 days to my birth day,

shall it be the day I meet the marker?

2010-05-02T16:51:00.004+08:00

2/5/2010

A tickle in throat,

cause a throbbing pain each time I cough.

Along with an inflamed sore throat,

make it worst.

I'm sick,

losing all the power I have,

the cough, the sore throat, the 7th floor indian man.

FTL.

Put into words,

the 7th floor indian man never fail to give a turn.

3am, an unearthly hour,

the deathlike silence is well-off to alarm/scare.

Together with him,

Behaving dubiously, make it W-O-R-S-T.

Fortunately, *Count myself lucky

there were still people around, hence,

out-of-danger.

*PHEW PHEW PHEW

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9/5/2010

On the road to recovery.

Getting better physically,

but not mentally.

School is a pain,

getting the desired grade is more of a pain,

and lastly, be in the lap of luxury is another matter.

These are the causes to be

Depressed.

Bum out.

Down in the dumps.

Not anything to be happy about,

until I'm free from school and in clover.

...........................................................

Alrighty

time for leisure activity!

ps: I don't need a boyfriend, I just need one that can accompany me home everyday.

13 days. 13 days. 13 days. 13 days. 13 days. 13 days. 13 days. 13 days. 13 days. 13 days. 13 days. 13 days. 13 days.

2010-04-25T23:36:00.003+08:00

The earth is sick,

We play a part,

We have it coming,

We deserve it.

In short, the death's door close-at-hand.

2012, no lie AND,

I'm sitting up for that day to blow in.

Along with that,

I'm sick.

Sick of my existence,

Tired of making the grade,

Had enough of the various absurd human beings,

Turned off by the empty brain, school grades.

All in all,

It's pointless for me to be alive, breathing as a good-for-nothing.

What's life?

WHAT EXACTLY IS LIFE?

FUCK IT.

ps: 27 days to heaven.

2010-04-07T16:49:00.002+08:00

It's the 5N1's forgather this day.

A pity to fail to attend.

2 years.

It's been 2 years I get out of this class, this academy.

Coming to pass,

Rise and shine bright and early.

Humming the national anthem, blurting the pledge.

Inheriting a fabricate desk with beloved portrait.

A defiant junior, finding fault with the teachers.

Chuckling, squabbling during break time.

The hall,

The canteen,

The class,

The quadrangle,

The field,

The basketball court,

The computer labs,

The science labs,

The people, the environment,

Familiarized but so near yet so far.

Moving out the secondary school days,

poly life days are a far cry from.

I prefer the secondary school days.

I detest the poly days.

8 days to hell!

FML.

2010-04-06T01:40:00.005+08:00

Long delayed post.

Singapore Discovery Centre with loves.

Who's that on the small screen?

I flop at this. Haha!

Jack's place and home sweet home.

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I'm back from the 3 days twinge,

the uphill battle.

On tap, gatherings, school recommencing.

Revelling days go like the wind.

Bereaving days bit by bit.

The thought of it, quashes me.

KOI afterwards.

HOHOHO

2010-03-30T00:00:00.004+08:00

Bringing up-to-date.

I'm getting hands on,

getting hands on upon establishing myself at home.

Weekends, no stranger to,

good times, after dark hours life, scuttlebutt.

Proud to say,

I'm attuning to neither the 3, plainly a homely one,

with the family.

Well,

that seems a little prevaricating.

Hahaha!

It's tuesday, I'm down in dumps.

The reason is, friday/weekends coming close.

I'm allergic,

allergic to the neck of the woods I'll be slogging with, the people, the purchasers.

But, who cares,

capital, cash, bucks, is my motive.

I have faith,

I'll outlive the 3 days of twinge.

With the condition that, not a soul step on my toes OR I'll retreat.

After all that few hundred dollars, is just a perk.

A perk for the dropping in jaunt and a well-appointed standard of living.

It's fine to do without with.

On top of, 誰會嫌錢多?

Haha!

Somehow,

Blogging with the sexy voice of love, 羅志祥, warbling in my ears is heaven.

Inspirations, contentment, merriment, every bit from him.

Bitter end,

results for the previous semester are out.

Improved, but, not what I desired.

Room for improvement!

ps: 53 days to rock the world! Let's rock it, 羅志祥2010曼哈頓舞法舞天3D WORLD LIVE TOUR!

2010-03-20T16:41:00.003+08:00

Parcel of a tale.

An incredible tale.

Once a upon a time,

I have a chance on with a damsel, a passable damsel.

Scratches, bruises, wraps all over her.

In particular, the heart.

A languishing damsel.

Coming by,

I grasp the pains, the hardships she's putting up with.

Consolation, bucking up, within my control.

Worst still, a dejecting me, shedding tears.

Dark hours,

brimming over the pot-belly.

Dusk to dawn,

A hot-blooded, a cool-headed, schlepping along the pathetic.

On that account,

the bond in us, reinforced.

Short getaway, outings.

Merriment.

Until now,

I'm behold by the absence of her existence.

The allegation, denunciation, due to lending a hand.

The scratches, the bruises, sometime ago wraps around you,

every bit around her now.

There's nothing, zero amount to nurse the allegation, denunciation.

Good intentions for a bestfriend, ripen into a laughingstock to the outside.

What does she benefit?

Why does she have to get hold of all these shits?

Damsel, you hatch the root of the problems.

They're your love, indefinitely, when alighting upon all those shits they've act to you, I still see you speaking for them, standing by them.

As well as they're your love, she's my love, a sector of me.

It's not fair, two-faced.

Jolly well,

this is the first and last time.

Silence is golden, keep in mind.

You fired up the gun,

I'm defending, defending the love of mine.

that's all.

I have my say.

OK,

I'll be back after grandma's birthday celebration.

Then and there, it will all be on the subject of me, myself.

2010-03-04T20:00:00.002+08:00

A purchase.

A single time aback, I accepted the twin of this puchase but,

I hand it back to the possessor.

Thankful as well as glad, glad it's hark back to.

Not under any condition, acquire a grant.

haa

In such wise,

be told of that it's a necessity for every single lassie to have in hand,

Tiffany and co.

Haha!

On account of that, along with having the hots for,

I declare, the Elsa peretti miniature bean pendant, officially mine.

It's been eons, since a bean dangle over my neck.

haha.

A presenting, lovely classy solitary that makes me feel a glow of contentment.

9pm,

I'll put an end to it.

I'll be back then.

2010-02-02T11:50:00.005+08:00

A brief write up to make the most out of the break time.

''My treasure trove'' constitute of neither gold, money nor jewellery.

Consist of ~~purely~~ shattered images, pieces of you and me.

I make an attempt revamping it.

But,

each time I do, stream of tear flows down.

Giving rise to throbbing pain at any moment.

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I have an urge,

an urge to portray the happenings, the scene, the heartbreaking news to you.

I have a wish,

a wish that you will piece it back for me.

I refrained myself with 2 reasons.

Firstly, I can no longer reach out to you.

Secondly, I would breakdown. breakdown when I catch a sight of you.

Fuck.

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It's fate hinting me,

it's time,

time to let go. time to lose conscious of everything that make me weep.

This is the last time,

bear that in mind, the last time weeping over that chunk of puzzle.

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Passing over that,

in fact, I have something to be happy about.

Holiday and Chinese new year is round the corner.

moolahs! freedom!

woohooooooola

But before that happens,

perseverance.

Persevere and battle.

2010-01-13T23:20:00.003+08:00

Much obliged that I'm on this spot,

t-y-p-i-n-g, s-u-r-f-i-n-g t-h-e w-e-b.

To the point,

I hit upon an earth quack hours back.

A synthetic one,

by man-made (worst than a dog).

The man-made earth quake startled me.

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The disastrous journey..

Familiar jabbering conversation with sis,

soon after,

get wind of loud thud, crashing, shouting attaining from my room.

The worst is,

just after I get in and get a load of the mess caused by that f-u-c-k-i-n-g bastard,

I went silent.

My precious gift from * was found, OUTSTRETCHED on the floor.

But, fortunately,

it's unbroken and everything is still in contact.

At that moment,

I take back my tears and have a load off my mind.

*phew *phew!

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I can't perceive myself,

looking at the crack on the puzzle.

The damage you.

The damage me.

The damage it would bring to me.

The process of you piecing the puzzle.

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Alright,

off to bed!

ps: I appreciated everything from you.

2009-12-31T15:32:00.002+08:00

Summation of 2009,

welcome 2010!

Draw a blank to all the misery/ sorrow and

put on a smile to welcome the brand new year, people :)

haha

Resolutions for the upcoming year?

Aim, target, plan?

But I presume,

if I indeed make out one,

it will be glutted with good health? plentiful of money? satisfying grades?

haha

so,

I'll save all that to myself then.

I wish each and everyone on hand,

may 2010 be a year of happiness, good health and prosperity!

Let us paint the town with laughters,

with merriment/joy.

Goodbye 2009.

ps: I wish you, happiness, good health and prosperity (same to my mother-in-law).

I wish you, till the end of time so attractive and ravishing.

I wish you, find the right one (selina? hahaha) and settle down soon.

Lastly,

I love you, wholeheartedly,

my dearest love, 罗志祥

2009-12-28T05:38:00.006+08:00

20 december-21 december

Batam, Getaway.

The spare moment, ferryboat.

Holiday Inn Resort

Golden Prawn seafood restaurant

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Despairing days drawing near.

1 ultimate week.

Howbeit,

neither molecular and cell biology nor mathematics II settled.

Tremendous.

HAHA

Unfavorably,

NO learning frame of mind,

plus,

chock-full.

-.-

ps: Days running, months running, years running.

That sucks.

2009-12-25T22:25:00.017+08:00

15 december

The Singapore Flyer

Screening room

2009-12-19T16:34:00.004+08:00

Ugly.

Beyond any doubt, I'll bear in mind.

The wretched me, ~~crying like a baby~~ crying over spilled milk,

y-e-s-t-e-r-d-a-y/ t-h-e-d-a-y-b-e-f-o-r-e-t-h-a-t.

Sequentially,

after going over the post of yours and yours.

Cry and get over with,

optimistically

Consummately accede,

I brought all these matters upon myself.

It takes two to clap.

Friendless, limited close friends.

Everyone needs friends.

Mind me to amend,

I'm utterly disappointed with ME, MYSELF.

Not with YOU or YOU.

haa get that right.

Along with,

she and you are closer than me.

Set your mind at rest,

I'll not on my life to utter such nonsense once more.

Nevermore.

As well as,

breaking news like ''this person don't like me, that person don't like me''

Not to worry,

I'll keep these to myself/ or perhaps share it with my first priority?

HAHAHAHAHA

No one can read my mind,

no one can read yours or yours.

Always siding ser?

No, you're not?

Yup, you're not,

I'm just too sensitive in a sense.

HAHA

Bringing up rear.

I don't deny,

I treat you as my closest as well

and is glad,

what you're now.

A strong you, a confident you.

I always say:

what yours would be yours, no point crying for it.

hopefully,

I've not lost that.

That, 6 years of friendship.

Have I lost it, have I?

Ugly.

Beyond any doubt, I'll bear in mind.

The wretched me, ~~crying like a baby~~ crying over spilled milk,

y-e-s-t-e-r-d-a-y/ t-h-e-d-a-y-b-e-f-o-r-e-t-h-a-t.

Sequentially,

after going over the post of yours and yours.

Cry and get over with,

optimistically

Consummately accede,

I brought all these matters upon myself.

It takes two to clap.

Friendless, limited close friends.

Everyone needs friends.

Mind me to amend,

I'm utterly disappointed with ME, MYSELF.

Not with YOU or YOU.

haa get that right.

Along with,

she and you are closer than me.

Set your mind at rest,

I'll not on my life to utter such nonsense once more.

Nevermore.

As well as,

breaking news like ''this person don't like me, that person don't like me''

Not to worry,

I'll keep these to myself/ or perhaps share it with my first priority?

HAHAHAHAHA

No one can read my mind,

no one can read yours or yours.

Always siding ser?

No, you're not?

Yup, you're not,

I'm just too sensitive in a sense.

HAHA

Bringing up rear.

I don't deny,

I treat you as my closest as well

and is glad,

what you're now.

A strong you, a confident you.

I always say:

what yours would be yours, no point crying for it.

hopefully,

I've not lost that.

That, 6 years of friendship.

Have I lost it, have I?

最大的错在于我.

问题就出于我自己, 是我人格有问题.

ps: Confirmed trip this sunday.

Hohoho

2009-12-17T03:38:00.002+08:00

Trace of memories.

'Handcrafted' puzzle (2008)

Bottega Veneta (2008)

Ellesse watch (2009)

Anklet (2008)

Nintendo DS (2008)

Taiwan trip (2009)

Everlast carry-on bag (2008)

Birthday tokens I've gathered, from you, you, you and myself.

Seeing that,

they are all traces of beauteous memories.

Still and all,

I'm awaiting, awaiting for that 'token' from the both of you.

Days, months goes by

I presuppose,

ZERO.

Thereupon,

a look on the sunny side.

A look on the sunny side?

BULL-SHITS.

I'm defeated, heart and soul.

A great blow/impact.

Brought to naught.

Heart sore, inconsolable.

Now,

it seems the other way round.

You're,

Utterly disappointed with the outcome,

Utterly disappointed with the plan,

Utterly disappointed with me.

On the other hand,

I'm utterly disappointed too.

Not with you and you,

but,

ME, taking things too seriously/taking things to heart.

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Give and take.

Give and take,

I ought to learn.

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~~Waterworks on my face, at this instant.~~

~~hahahahaha~~

~~i can't believe I'm that weak.~~

ps: ~~You're my only friend now~~.

2009-12-14T10:56:00.002+08:00

Makeover.

Two-way foundation , blusher, mascara, blot powder.

A miraculous makeover.

To a degree, eyeful, beautiful, cute, pleasant.

Love it,

Get fascinated by it.

In a moment,

astounding days to come.

woohooooo~

2009-12-06T21:32:00.003+08:00

Bowl over by your 'message'.

The 'message', as regard of me.

Fallen between cranks in friendship,

passing over,

that petite care from you overlay a chip of my unhappiness.

Haa

Thank you, *.

Vacation in a week's time.

Capital, awaiting me.

Batam, Bangkok, Hong kong.

any benefactor?

haha

Afore the access of 'sterling' vacation,

i need to squeeze all my brain juice ~~once again~~.

New battle to struggle with.

9th,11th,14th.

The days i thirst to restrain myself from.

Doom.

ps: I mislike school :(

I can live without friends, but not, 薛海 & 达浪.

haha

2009-12-02T09:57:00.002+08:00

Tear drops.

Beyond emotional response.

I see no further than the end of one's nose.

Friends?

I bet, I cannot get a quart into 'that' pint pot.

What's done cannot be undone.

It does not bother you none either.

"Even the best of friends will part."

Set my heart on,

n-e-v-e-r e-v-e-r keep in touch.

I'll leave you guys alone,

leave me alone too.

Failure.

I'm a failure.

Failure in studies, in real life, in having "friends".

haa.

A joke.

Joke of my life.

2009-11-23T09:04:00.004+08:00

29th birthday.

Happy birthday, my endeared, 'brother'.

The unique one, I love and care.

The unique one, that will always be there whenever I need.

The unique one, that play a part in my life.

Have a hand in happiness, sorrowness.

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From birth to age 18, we need good parents.

From age 18 to 35, we need good looks.

From age 35-55, we need good personality.

From age 55 on, we need good cash.

HAHA.

sound like, she need good looks.

In years to come,

she will need good personality, good cash.

Overall,

A happy occasion.

2009-11-17T22:27:00.003+08:00

An overly sensitive heart.

The actions.

The tone.

The comportment.

All-embracing,

A far cry from the one i recognised month back.

Perchance,

That's you.

A part that I left it out.

Nonetheless,

that brought me to a point.

A point of:

'Not ever weigh in energy/sweat in 'friends' relationship.'

'Blood is thicker than water.'

'Easy come, easy go.'

Learnt my lesson, at this instant.

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Science of living things tomorrow.

Clapped out.

ps: I'm deprived of, you.

Simply you, 林達浪.

2009-11-15T04:58:00.006+08:00

Dead on my feet.

Wedding bells.

Celebrated this heartfelt occasion with 'wine' and sweet words.

Delightful ambience, glamorous bride, charismatic groom.

Picture-perfect.

Two hearts beating as one.

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Thereafter,

The mind cafe (Park lane).

Merriment.

5.39am.

time for bed.

2009-11-10T23:06:00.005+08:00

The ''handcrafted'' puzzle.

It's been ages since I scour it.

Looking back,

it's a birthday token, from you.

A treasured one.

Despite the fact that, in that puzzle,

apart from 2 heads, i see 3.

The man that for all time, I'm deeply in love with.

The ill-tempered cutie.

In addition, you.

Remembrance of beautiful memories.

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The absence of you,

I'm immune to it.

As i'm aware that,

we're like chalk and cheese,

living in 2 different world.

Perhaps,

you're not the one that I misses.

It's merely the memories.

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3 completed, 2 more to go.

I need more luck than sense.

Night, people.

2009-11-05T19:08:00.003+08:00

Meet my new acquaintance, Peter, at

www.peteranswers.com

He has the ability to perceive what you're thinking.

The solution to each and every pop up questions you come up with.

But, first of all,

B-E-L-I-E-V-E.

Be convinced, have no doubt, place confidence in him.

You'll fetch an outcome.

Solely when every bit of you, B-E-L-I-E-V-E-S in him.

Sincerity, let him feel it.

Count yourself lucky if he answer to your question,

It's miracle.

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2 UTs down.

3 more to endure.

Ruin all up.

Lost the way out and

Disappeared.

Now found with wounds.

Cause of wounds: Failed when struggling/tackling with the questions.

Alright,

back to war.

I'll defeat you.

Yes you, stupid UTs.

ps: I<3林達浪.

海派甜心 *thumps up*

2009-10-30T14:36:00.002+08:00

Quite a while.

Schooling everyday, as usual.
Not doing well.
Unable to cope with lessons and comments from the faciliatator,
make it worst.

Trying hard to grasp everything I can from the lessons.
but, all i get in the end is,
nothing, empty cells or disheartening comments from the facilitator.

I know, i'm not performing well.
but, here i am trying.
Trying to give my best, trying to score well, trying to take in every single little stuff.
Motivations, encouragements,
where are they?

It's only the 4th problem,
i got 11 more to go.
I feel so helpless.

Numerous times, i told mummy and sister,
i want quit school, i don't want to study any more.
But when they ask me,
what are you going to do if you quit school?
I'll turn speechless.

Without a diploma, what can i really do, i wonder.
.....

Walking aimlessly.
A path with no directions, no goals, n-o-t-h-i-n-g.
How sad it is?
haha and ya, that's how miserable my life is.

Nothing in this world is so wonderful.
But it will be different if you're wealthy,
cause,
wealth is the ability to fully experience life and to 'see' the superbness of the world.

Night safari tomorrow.
yayee!

ps: 2 more days to 海派甜心. imissyou,darling.

2009-10-02T17:47:00.007+08:00

In a blink of eyes,
my 1+ month holiday is ending.
results out, class out.
Now, ~~only waiting~~ for school to start.

a wrap up.
spent almost 3/4 of my holiday at home.
haha but,
nonetheless, i still enjoyed it ~~even though it gets really boring sometimes~~.

i'm a person that loves having holidays.
just hate going to school for lessons.
haha
no wonder, my GPA was remarkably high!
my god. -.-
once school starts, i really need to pull up my socks.
no more slacking, no more having fun, no more nonsensical stuffs.
i'm going to be a science noob after school reopens.
YES, i love noobs.
hahah

after umpteen times of trying to log in to my school web.
finally,
class and modules are out.

Class: W15N -.-
Modules i'll be taking:
1) Mathematics II (dead)
2) Chemistry (dead)
3) Physics (dead)
4) Molecular and Cell Biology (dead)
5) Cognitive processes and problem solving II (dead)
i'll be really dead after all these modules.
LOL
how many times must i die in a week?
-.-

after completing this module,
i'll be toking to cells.
hahahah
alright, enough of school stuffs.

tomorrow,
will be going out at night.
for dinner, and not forgetting,
the moon cake festival.
haa
shall also take a virgin trip to chinese garden.
nice nice lanterns!
haa

ps: I want to be the same as you,
standing on your own stage,
shimmering.
DANCING KING OF ASIA: 羅志祥 :)

2009-09-25T03:05:00.003+08:00

about 1 more week, school goona start.
boo~
totally hates it.
once again,
new ''environment'', new friends.
i've only a word for myself: adapt.
i really need to learn to adapt to the surroundings and cultivate being at ease when i'm with them.
arrg but that's part of my, b-u-l-l-s-h-i-t life!
so,
...

ok, enough of that.
few more mins, mum and dad goona wake up for work.
so,
i better off my laptop now to pretend i'm asleep.
haha
if not i'll get naggings from them again!
-.-

alright,
night, peeps.

2009-09-17T18:12:00.002+08:00

CHALET

only stayed for a night over at the chalet and i'm back yesterday!
reason why i'm back is because its far too boring!
my goodness.
and its like so pathetic can.
only 4 person there. -.-''
so,
it turn out to be so 'fun' and 'successful'.

~~I know i'm a spoiler. Other than that, fucked up too.~~
Say wanna go home, next minute pack up and go. Never even think of you guys.
But, i have my reason for doing that. I felt so pissed and I can't think of any reason for me to stay anymore. I blame no one that the chalet will turn out like this maybe i should blame myself. I guess, you guys must be angry, but,there's nothing for me to do either to cease the anger. Sorry.

YESTERDAY

after back from chalet,
took a nap and then night,
out for dinner.
puffs, cakes, ~~ice cream,~~ porridge, ~~satay,~~ chicken wings= *thumps up*

TODAY

just woke up not long,
actually plan to go down to the chalet for the BBQ tonight.
but, looking at the time now,
forget it.
alright, i shall end here.

ps: i miss my pretty boy, 罗志祥.
i love my pretty boy, 罗志祥.
i need my pretty boy, 罗志祥.
i want my pretty boy, 罗志祥.

2009-09-15T14:38:00.005+08:00

after months..
i'm back to blogging.
haha

worked for the 4 days comex IT show.
2 words= damn tiring.
not only that, felt so pissed off and fucked up too.
yes, the customers and the staffs there.
*shake head*
sometimes, people don't think.
is it my fault that customers want to change their handset?
and customers, please, in the future use your pea brain.
fancy wanting to collect your stuff in like 1/2 an hr or what?
look at the crowd la.
my goodness.
totally speechless when i encounter all these!

alright, forget it.
cause in time, i will see money coming in.
WOOOOOOOOO~
M-O-N-E-Y! ~~+ food~~ makes Teo Zhi Lei happy can :))))
hahaha

have been going for supper for the past few days too!
haha
of course, a satisfying one :)
enjoyed the supper for that few days.
love the food and of course, the 5 pretty ladies.
haha :)

after a day of rest,
will be going for a 3 days chalet with my classmates.
have not seen them since the last UT.
haha hopefully,
this chalet will turn out to be a successful and fun one.

want pictures?
haha i'm lazy to upload so go to facebook to view the photos!
:)

i'll be back on the 17th!

next coming up,
BIRTHDAY ASTROLOGY.
i find it damn accurate can!
haha esp the highlighted ones.

Geminis born June 10 are on an endless roller coaster of highs and lows, which can amaze those who know them well. They are acutely aware of the expectations of others and may often go to great lengths to live up to them. Being at ease with who they are is a trait that they need to cultivate.

Friends and Lovers
Because they are vulnerable and kind, these individuals often choose friends who are having trouble in their lives. They are somewhat successful in romance, though they are wildly romantic and a bit idealistic. Despite this, they make loyal and loving mates.

Children and Family
Whether from a big or a small family, June 10 people love all the traditions. They are involved, caring parents. They are conscious of the psychological needs of their youngsters and will work hard to meet those needs, creating an atmosphere of trust and friendship.

Health
These people are amazingly vital and active. They have a high energy level and never seem to run down. But only a part of their energy is physical; the rest is emotional -- they are high on life. They can eat almost anything and usually do, but their diet, fortunately, is varied enough to keep them healthy.

Career and Finances
June 10 individuals love to "perform," so they often gravitate to careers that put them in the spotlight. They have good math skills and may become successful accountants or engineers. Yet they are not as good at managing their own finances and usually look to their mate to handle the family's money.

Dreams and Goals
Although they seem secure with their self-image, June 10 people actually need to have their ego carefully nurtured. They have a great many goals and plans yet may not always feel as if they have what it takes to bring them about.

want to try whether its accurate for you?
go to http://entertainment.howstuffworks.com/birthday-astrology.htm.

ok,
off to pack my things!
cya!

i miss my pretty boy, 罗志祥.
i love my pretty boy, 罗志祥.
i need my pretty boy, 罗志祥.
i want my pretty boy, 罗志祥.

2009-08-17T20:50:00.000+08:00

after what have happen today, i feel so ....

A feeling so indescibeable.
A feeling i hate it so much.

Something that cannot be heard by me.

What's happening to me man?
my goodness.
i felt so fucked up with myself!

i should just care about my own things la!
curosity really kills a cat!

i killed myself today.
i killed what we have build up too!

arrrrrrrgggggggg!

i promise, soon.
taiwan pics up soon!

2009-08-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

i'll be back soon with pictures taken in taiwan!

2009-07-15T18:06:00.008+08:00

picturesss!
all in random, as there's too many pictures for me to arrange!

the day i went to catch movie!

the rest of the pictures is all with my lovely classmates!
=)

i love them! hehe

pictures taken on my birthday!

haa i know it's abit too late!

gift from my dearest! <3

muacks~

looking at this pic,

makes me a little sad,

i miss .................

2009-07-07T18:29:00.002+08:00

sick.

woke up on sun with sore throat.
then fever, cough and now flu also!
-.-
went to see the doctor yesterday and was given 1 week MC.
diagnosis: suspected H1N1
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

feeling much more better now compared to the past few days.
feeling so weak.

now, i'm worried for my daily school grades and the upcoming UT tests!
....
emailed my facilitator and was told that during this period of time,
my absence grade will not be counted and there will not be any e-learning too.
should i be happy or unhappy for this?
but,
i miss schooling. i miss my crazy classmates!
haha
i've been sleeping, rotting for the past few days!
sooner or later,
i'm gonna turn out being a fat pig.

No appetite yesterday,
but guess what,
after my temperature drop and i've recover from my fever,
my big appetite is back!
haha ....

alright off to bathe!
thanks to all that gave me concern!
lovessssssssss.

ps: I need you most NOW, my love.

2009-07-05T00:11:00.003+08:00

Shopping at town and chilling at dempsey yesterday were tiring!
but of course,
i love the chattings, laughings and the crazyness we had!
fun, fun, fun!
(such a long time since i enjoy myself)

alright,
i'll end this short and nice post with,

they die for michael jackson,
i'll die for you.
haha
i'm sooooooo in love with you.

ps: 18 more days to flyyyyyyyy.
A pity you'll not be in taiwan when i'm there! =(
I miss you.
I love you.
I want nobody but, you.

2009-07-01T16:45:00.003+08:00

watch these!
its damn funny.
hahahahahah
watch the first one followed by the second one.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ys0ENmTp4zI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_vNJP3ewvu4

how can they be so damn cute?
my goodness.

2009-06-30T23:16:00.005+08:00

Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen and Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past were simply awesome!
thumps up!
haa

after a week of leave of absence,
will be going back to school on thursday.
...
sian.

ps: Once broken, it's gone. You'll never get it back.
i want nobody, but you!
=(

2009-06-26T17:14:00.004+08:00

A day when i have fun in class with my webcam.
haha

what's with the tiny winy eyes?
lols

muacks for my dearest boy. haha

where am i?
i'm behind that idiotic girl in black.
haha.
people go school to study, i go school to have fun with my crazy, fun and classmates!
i don't want to change class! arrg!
i really don't wish to. i love my crazy classmates can!

here i am.
haha

it's all enen's fault that i'm smiling so happily.
haha

getting bored.

that's all.

alright.

i'm having my 1 week 'holiday' now.

all thanks to H1N1. -.-

i'm not enjoying it but hating it ok.

the work that's to be done is driving me crazy.

its even more than the work i've done in school.

zzz and the time i have to wake up is the same.

have been waking up at 8am!

-.-''

and i still got 3 days to endure.

fuckkkkkkk

off to catch some shows!

i'll be back~

haa

ps: 27moredaystoflyyyyyyyyyy.

i'm waiting!

2009-06-15T21:34:00.003+08:00

after 2 weeks of holiday,
school starts again, today.
but,
due to insufficient sleep and not really feeling good,
i skipped school today.
so i enjoy 1 more day than my other school mates.
haa

came back in the midnight yesterday.
finally, the 4 days of PC show has ended!
all i can say is,
its damn tiring and the crowd never ends.
recession is bull-shit!
haha

alright,
off to bathe.

ps: ~~i'm always asking, why am i not born rich, pretty and perfect?~~
-.-''
flyingin38days!
woooooooooooooooooooooooo~

2009-06-11T02:28:00.003+08:00

should be in bed now as i'll be working tomorrow.
nevermind,
after this post, i shall goes off to bed.
*yawn*

overall,
i have a fun and simple celebration with my crazy peeps just now.
even though,
not many were there.
but i appreciate you guys for the cake and the birthday song!
haha
and also the present pris bought me.
haha thanks dear. =)
not only that,
i also thank every single one of you that wishes me happy birthday!
=D
you guys rocks! haa

oh ya.
other than that, i also wish to thank a lady.
she bought me the best gift i have ever receive.
she got me an SQ air ticket to Taiwan and also pay for the expenses for the trip.
i must really thank her man.
thank you, my dear miss Teo Zhi Lei.
hahahha

alright enough of my craps.
off to bed.

ps: 42moredays to fly~
woooo~ i can't wait!

~~recalling back, actually i've always appreciated what you have done for me.~~
the birthday celebration at vivo and sentosa.
the awful birthday song, the self-made birthday cake, the tiffany you once gave me, everything.
i should have smiled and thank you instead of being so pissed off.
haa but,
i know its too late to have everything back now, just like the past and its also too late to say Thank You.
now i can only say Good Bye.
Goodbye to my past and goodbye to you, *****.

2009-06-08T22:21:00.003+08:00

i don't wish to tear over such small matters.
i don't wish to tear because of you, you or you.
i don't wish to be so weak.
i don't wish to ..........

but,
just because whenever i think back or recall back.
my tears would start flowing down my cheek.
my heart would start to ache.

sometimes, i wish i can be cold-blooded.
i won't be influenced by anthing.
really.

i hope i'll not tear because of THESE anymore.
seriously.
i'm tired.

2009-06-07T01:54:00.008+08:00

early birthday celebration with babys.

woke up early, prepare and off to meet babys.
first stop,
Bugis Junction.
went there for a purpose as ser need to get her new buy short changed or something like that.
after that,
Mini Shopping.
haa bought myself a white tank top and a dress.
(shall wear it on the 10th when i go and celebrate my 2nd bithday celebration with my crazy, fun and interesting schoolmates.)
haa
after all our shopping,
bused to Bedok for dinner.

pictures taken when we're on the bus.
enjoy. haa

say 1 more time and i'll kick you to china.
LOLS

smile~

guess which pair of eyes is mine?

haha i bet it's easy.

twist.

why am i smiling so happily?

lols. ( i doubt its their kisses that makes me happy. haha)

lots of stunt.

muacks.

finally, after hundreds of pictures taken, (ok i'm exaggerating)

we've reached.

hmm.. all i can say is,
the food served there isn't nice and the ambience there isn't good either.

haa

after dinner, cabbed to tampines for another shopping.
haa finally bought my flats i've aimed.
i've been thinking about it since the previous time i went with my cousin.
i would have bought it that time la if that weird, attitude and goondu staff didn't served me.

its all because of her! idiot.

-.-''

nevermind.

i'm happy that i've bought it this time round.

haha

overall,

i'm happy and sad today.

Happy that : 1) i've bought the things i want to.

2)i've spent my birthday celebration with babys.

Sad that: 1) *dvsha lp bj gdueksdh cgywsyg*

2) i've spent a bomb again.

3) *y gfy rwedkic djiodn.*

4) *dhbyl gfy nxdisen cgi s qound*

5) *sfhh nc jdi wtdg busk;.v hked bdhetdx jsdgjsdb sw jcli bj*

6) *vdn bdw sgywfdd jaslkf*

7) *jkdfhlehfehfkrehf jfhiehrgiuerghughlkd;qw uiew fwoiyeh uawfyw*

8) *ikwehfkwegf dwejgfwkuegf jwkgdkjwef*

9) *gujqwgde agsdfgtswvcbkmc v krgwl;gpw*

10) *kjlwahf dwgfewe irogueri wjqgfej ksdnv*

look like i'm much more sad than happy.

yes, i'm indeed sad!

ps: breaking down soon.

i really wish you're by my side now!

-.-'

2009-06-03T18:59:00.003+08:00

let me show you guys my new love!
haa

Kate Spade Backpack.
awesome!

iwantthat.iwantthat.iwantthat.iwantthat.iwantthat.iwantthat.iwantthat.iwantthat.iwantthat!
...

2009-06-03T15:40:00.004+08:00

was out yesterday with sister and cousin.
finally,
went to see the doctor.
hopefully, i'll recover soon.
=(
~~i want my face back! zzz~~

after doctor,
went to have my 24-hour favourite frog porridge.
then, accompany sister to addecco to hand in her timesheet.
and off to orchard for some shopping.

i regretted.
regretted going orchard.
arrg.
cause something caught my eye again.
fuck.
how i wish it's cheaper and not that expensive.
how i wish i have already bought it.
how i wish i'm not going taiwan so i can buy that bag.
how i wish its $56 not $560!
arrg damn it.

arrg. *chi~*
aftermath, dinner and homed.

~~ps: i felt so sad when i'm on my way home.~~
really. your *djskhhfd* broke my heart.
i doubt we are *sjhbgcfksd*.
never once cause *jhvfsjkhiflsarhgjrfd*
be *hjgblwsaKbdh* to me, please.

ps: i wish you're by my side whenever i need a shoulder to lean on.
only you're needed, my dearest luo.

2009-05-30T22:54:00.002+08:00

It's almost a month since i updated!
terrible. *shake head*
haa
but i got no idea what to blog either.

i'll be back when i've something to say. =)

ps: Stay strong and get well soon, my dear grandparents.

2009-05-02T17:12:00.006+08:00

i forgot to blog about something,
haa and that is,
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shopping with babys yesterday was fun!
hoo

next,
overdue pictures.
more pictures will be up when i edit and also after baby send me!
so stay tuned!

birthday celebration with babys.

i love my babys! =)

coming up.

pictures taken when i went to meet my dearest.

some solo pictures before he arrives.

next coming up.

pictures of dearest and me.

awww. so sweet.
haha we look so compatible right?
hahahaha
i know that. lol

hoho.

next, my lovely classmates!

i'm beginning to love my class, but not poly life.

haha

2009-05-02T16:48:00.002+08:00

missing in action.

i know i have been missing for a period of time.
haa
have been packed with school and outings with babys, cousins.
mixtures of feelings during this period.
happy, sad, angry, nervous, excited ones.

went to meet my dearest on the 18 april.
omg,
he look so ravishing, haa and cute too of course.
so long since i saw him.
i thought i'm the only one meeting him,
but when i reached, i'm shocked.
so many people know that i'm meeting him.
LOLS
after taking photos with him, wanted to go for a candle lit dinner.
but, he got something on later and so i was told to go home first.
shall meet him up again when he's free.
hahahaha (i'm good at day-dreaming. pardon me.)

alright seriously,
thats the only thing i remember until now.
of course not forgetting birthday celebration with my babys.
simple nice great and fun day out.

alright, recently something happen to my dearest again.
feel so sad for him.
why must that online girl do that to him? he just wants to make friends.
but nevermind cause i know you'll get your retribution some day.
and you know what, he makes friend with you just simply because you look like selina.
thats all.
fuck.

you ruin his mood, ruin his work, ruin his trusts in making friends again.
at that same time, you have also successfully ruin mine too!
all credits to you, fucker.
fuckkk, pissed me off.

not going any further.
shall blog again when i'm free!
haa
cya peeps.

pictures will be up real soon.
=)

ps: I wish that i can be a help to you.
but, hais, i can't.
fuck. -.-

2009-04-21T00:01:00.003+08:00

so many things to update about.
but i guess, i don't really remember.
shall post everything tomorrow in school, hopefully.
pictures will be up soon.
=)

ps: I hate school. I want you. I miss you. I need you. I think of you. All about you and ...

2009-04-13T00:50:00.002+08:00

short and sweet post.
hee

-out with cousins on sat.
-supper, movie.
-handsome suit was alright.
-had fun.
-but broke! zzz
-homed at 4am.
-slept at 6am.

-homed today.
-house chores, slacked, rot.
-misses my cutie pie.
-misses my love.
-misses ...

-3 more days to baby's birthday celebration.
-4 more days to baby's birthday.
-5 more days to wedding.
-7 more days to school starts.
-i'm excited, nervous.

ps: i need a pretty suit to pair with my handsome boy.

2009-04-04T22:34:00.002+08:00

its saturday today.
should be out for fun now,
but guess what?
i've been racking my brain since just now,
but there's really nowhere for me to go!
zzz

hais.
damn boring can!
zzz

just ate my dinner,
but, i feel like eating again now!
looking at how i've been eating lately,
i guess i have to drop the idea of dieting!
-.-
i MUST really cut down on fried food, snacks and tidbits.
...

hoho,
i'm left with about 16 days for me to enjoy before school starts.
hmm,
hopefully after school starts,
i'll work hard, study hard and score!

before school starts,
there's still quite a number of things for me to do, like,
1. working on the 9th.
2. gym or swimming every wednesday.
3. getting baby a birthday present.
4. celebrate baby's birthday.
5. wedding with my dearest love.

yup,
thats all for today then.
don't have the mood to blog actually.
haa

alright,
off to catch some entertainments!

i've so much to tell you since the day you ... :
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but i bet, you won't understand anyone of it.
haa cause i don't understand either!

ps: i miss you.
i'm in love with you.
i need you.
i care for you.
everything's about you, my dearest boy ~~and~~

2009-03-29T04:47:00.003+08:00

1.Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
cheek. hee

2.How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?
sian

3.Who was the last person who you took photo with ?
my sister. haa

4.Would you consider to be spoiled ?
hmm, not really?

5.Would you ever donate blood ?
maybe.

6.Have you have a good friend of an opposite sex?
Yes!

7.Do you want someone dead ?
yes, i'm praying for that to happen everyday!
lols

8.What does your last text msg says ?
i was helping sis to text her friend.
haa

9.What are you thinking of right now ?
of course, my dear boy!
lol

10.Did you wish someone was with you right now ?
Yes, show luo please?

11. When did you go to sleep last night ?
3.30am?

12 .Where did you bought your t-shirt that you are wearing now ?
a plain mango tee!

13.Is someone in your mind right now ?
yup =D

14. Who last the last person who texted you ?
ting.

shall skip the below one
haa

2009-03-29T04:24:00.004+08:00

4.30am now.
should be in my lala land now,
haa,
but guess what,
i'm just back from my dinner+supper!
lols.

have been stuffing my stomach with lots of junks and food since i step out of the house.
lol.
and now,
i have a big belly popping out!
fuck!
i seriously need to go on a diet!
-.-

was out to jurong point with cousin and sis for dinner.
went slacking and thinking of where to go after the dinner.
and,
we encounter a fucking c***a man.

he looks weird and at the same time,
he was holding a mango, eating it.
~~i was wondering why didn't he died from eating the mango!~~
fucking c***a man.
so he was standing near a bin to finish his mago while waiting for his bus to arrive.
soon,
the bus arrived and him, that fucking c* waved and shouted to us.
after boarding the bus,
he still gave us a kiss goodbye.
what the hell right.
so at that time,
sis and i pointed _l_ to him.
fucking c* c***a man!
fuck off la.
nb.
i'm damn pissed off by that time.

after dinner,
changed of place for supper again!
lol.
sis's friend joined us too.
haha
and all thanks to her,
i didn't spend any money on cabs today.
haha
pray hard sis quickly get her license too and so she can drive us out to anywhere we want.
haha

alright,
shall go and bath and off to bed!
=)

ps: 20 more days!
i'm excited and at the same time, nervous too.
omg, i can't imagine to be hugging you in my arms.
woo~
the feeling must be damn wooooooooooooooo~
lols.

2009-03-26T13:50:00.001+08:00

busy, busy busy.

was out with cousins and cutie pie last week.
haha
~~some~~ 2 pics taken. =)

my love and me.
haha

i <3 xavier tang shi han!
haha

sometimes i wonder,
why can he be so damn cute, funny, clever and interesting?
lols.
seriously,
that day out with him, i almost died laughing.
his smile, his actions, his words, his singing!
lols.

omg.
i'm in love with him man.
lols.

anyway,
was out with babys last week too.
haa
great time spend with them too.
hee
gym ytd was also great.
haha
alrite,
off to prepare!

i MUST REALLY STOP SPENDING!!
zzz
i NEED A JOB!!

ps: Will be marring on the 18th april to my dearest love.
anybody interested to attend my wedding dinner?
LOLS

2009-03-20T23:09:00.002+08:00

letting go.

i remembered every ...
i regretted hurting ...
i wish i ...
i tried holding ...
i wonder if ...
i realised actually ...
i should have ...
i thought you ...
i didn't even ...
i know its ...
i have been ...
i .....

ps: i don't need a boyfriend, i need a realman!

2009-03-18T03:00:00.003+08:00

a quick and short one before i goes to bed.

alright,
its 3am now.
zzz
will be out later with babys to get my cpf thingy done and off to orchard for some shopping.
hopefully,
i'll not spend a bomb tomorrow!
...

has been spending money like drinking water recently.
just got myself a laptop, an external hard disk, a screen protector, a water bottle and lastly,
a pouch for my laptop.
luckily,
all those i've spent wasn't my money.
lols.
but,
how i wish i wouldn't have to spend all that and all that money could be banked into my bank instead of spending it off.
zzz

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i'm so looking forward for my trip to taiwan in july!!!
haha
after hearing how baby has enjoy herself during that 5 days,
i can't wait man!
arrg
god bless my school schedule wouldn't clashed with the date i'll be going.

alright,
off to bed!

ps: its time to let go of you, and back to reality.
but i guess,
all these needs time, as i'll always get to see your cute, charming face.
how can i resist to see your cute and charming face.
oh my!
haa but now,
all i can say is,
i love you, my show luo.

2009-03-12T23:31:00.002+08:00

weeks since i blogged.

been busy lately:
-busy dating with my love for the past week.
-busy for enrolment.
-busy with work.
-busy watching my shows.
-busy thinking of my love.

haha
alright, i know i'm nonsensical.

well, well, well,
i'll be back after i'm not that busy.

=)

ps: i can't take my eyes off you, seriously
so in love with my love.
haa

2009-03-10T19:56:00.002+08:00

Quiz..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love: (do i? -.-)

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2009-02-28T15:02:00.004+08:00

just browse through the pics i've taken in the past.
my childhood pics, pics with friends, cousins, teachers, parents and gifts you all once gave me.
suddenly,
i feel so .........

everything seem so beautiful and nice in the pics.
why is it not so in my real life?
...

hais.

thinking back,
during ~~these~~ that period of time,
i have gain and of course loss too.
not much gain,
but, loss quite a few things in my life.

firstly,
a bunch of good friends.
i've lost a bunch of good friends due to some reasons.
and,
i realised no matter how hard you try,
once its lost, you will never get it back.
just like once its broken, you will never get it back in a whole.
there will be wounds, pieces lying around.

not that i want that bunch of friends back,
but i just feel alittle wasted.
maybe because i've really treated you guys as my ~~real~~ friends.
haa

hais.

sometimes i wonder too,
why after years of friendship,
just because of some ~~minor~~ reasons,
we can fall apart.

i'm not blaming anyone,
just some thoughts of mine.
so think before you guys wanna say/tag anything.

secondly,
***
haa all i can say is,
i'm right to lost ***
and i'm the only one that can blame to lost ***
*** were so nice,
but i didn't appreciate, and even,
was ridiculous.

i think its because *** ******** me too much.
but,
*** are also the one, i trusted/depend on whenever i encounter any problems during that period.

~~actually,~~
to be frank,
i realised i really rely on ***

alright,
enough of my past.

i shall learn to leave the past and appreciate what's around me now.

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alright.
will be out later to granny house for dinner,
as it's granny birthday celebration.
haa
happy birthday to my granny!
=)

shall i catch a movie later on with cousins and sis?
hmmmm
marley and me? he's just not that into you? kungfu chefs?

ps:i'm unconditionally and irrevocably in love with my dearest boy, show羅志祥.

2009-02-27T01:19:00.002+08:00

still alive.

yes,
not surprised,
after weeks of not blogging, i'm still alive.
haa
alive to live this worthless/meaningless life of mine.
haha

things has been going on ~~well~~ farly good.
but,
i can confirm,
in a week's time, just for that few days,
i'll live my life to the fullest.
haa cause my precious, yes.. my only precious will be in town!
woo~
i'm so looking forward to see him as its been a year++ since i last saw him.
hee
missing him like fu*k can.
zzz

well,
pics will be up soon and cya!
off to catch some entertainments before i goes to bed.
hee

to baby: Enjoy urself in thailand for these few days and see you soon
=)

ps: Loving you is the goal of my life.

2009-02-14T13:44:00.003+08:00

first of all,
A VERY HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SIS!
hee

and at the same time,
it's also the valentine's day!
hee
so, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO MY DEAREST DARLING!

darling couldn't catch the flight back to singapore yesterday,
so nevermind i shall spend my day with my sis & cousins.
lols.

woke up early to book for a table at SEOUL GARDEN-takashimaya but,
its too late as all are fully taken.
now, i'll have to crack my brain to find another place for us to dine in..
hmm..
where shall we dine in? *scratch head*
nonono,
the question should be, which restaurant will be availabe for us to dine in?
lols.

should be out now to plaza singapura to collect my items that i ordered online.
but,
ting's having head-ache, sis having head-ache and no kind souls to accompany me to plaza singapura,
so i shall collect it from him another day prehaps.
hais.

shall end it off here then!
cya!

ps: once again,
happy valentine's to my dearest darling and I LOVE YOU.
*muacks*

2009-02-12T00:11:00.002+08:00

suddenly..
i miss you.
miss you more than i will ever imagine.

i miss everything that belongs to me in the past..
and most importantly,
you, my dear show羅志祥.

things has been happening around me since 2006.
friendship, family ties.

adapt is the only word i can use for myself.

ps: waiting for april to arrive, because my prince will arrive in april.
wooo~

2009-02-08T21:22:00.002+08:00

valentine's nearing..
but darling's not free.
hence,
i shall spend it with my cousins/friends?
sad.

results will be out tomorrow.
hopefully,
my appeal will be a successful one.
*god bless*

working for the past 2 days were alright.

well,
thats all for now.

i want to lead a meaningful and interesting life..
not a boring and meaningless one!
-.-

i loathe my life!

ps: Tears rolled down my cheeks,
my heart shattered, but i smiled.
Cause i'm glad you've find your love..

You're my love, but,
she's your love.
=(

but,
no matters what, i'll still love you,
i love you, show羅志祥.

2009-02-03T01:20:00.005+08:00

pics taken on CNY.
enjoy!
=)

All i can say is,

THEY ROCKS!

haa

ps: Of cos, my darling boy rocks too.

hee

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haf been thinking..

thinking abt our ..........

hais,

nw i believe..

nth last.

kinship is the only 1 tt will last.. compared to friendship, or a relationship.

haa

will be going over to grandma hse for dinner again tmr.

there will be crabby!

yeah!

working on wed..

alrite.

off to catch some entertainments.

ps: I love you, show羅志祥.

2009-01-30T18:11:00.003+08:00

chinese new yr just passed.
every years its the same.
eat abalone, steamboat, receive angbaos.
hw i wish u're there wif me for the new yr.
.....
movie marathon.
went to catch 2 movies continuously.
the wedding game *thumps up* & love matters *booooo*.
only came back in the morning 6am.

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received the results of the admission of school & course this morning.
it was totally horrifying.
was being admitted into the nursing course in ngee ann poly.
damn.
tts totally a nightmare.
i can't imagine being a nurse in the future man!
bacterias, germs..
eeeekkkkk
so,
dial the sch up & they gave me a website to appeal.
hopefully, by hook or by crook,
i'll must get either one of it in man!
if nt i'll haf to waste 1 yr of mine.
god bless pls!
zzz
results will be out on 9 feb!
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skipped work today all becos of the results!
-.-''

finally,
after daysss nt seeing my darling boy,
i got a chance to watch his shows today.
hee
teared, laughed.
my heart shattered each time his's shattered.
hw i wish he needs me,
i'll be there for him when his dad pass away, when he's down.
hais

life's so sad.
y can't i just haf the things i wan in my life!
saddddddddddddd

ps: i love you.

2009-01-29T01:14:00.002+08:00

i'll be back soon.
real soon.. hopefully.
lols

2009-01-19T19:13:00.002+08:00

donkey years since i last updated.
haa
has been busy for the past entire week.
work, work, work.
only gt a chance to go shopping wif my cousins on sun.
spent a bomb again.
-.-
bought myself a pair of flats & 2 tops.
bought mummy coach wrislet & a pair of coach flats for sis's advanced b'day.
haha
i'm still left wif the shorts! & i'm done for the new year.
hee
shall post some pics up when i'm free.
will be working tmr again.
yes! i love working*as if*.
LOLS
nono, i shld say i love money coming in.
haha

will end here then.
=)

ps: i miss my love.
can i haf you for my valentine's day?
i just want you..

2009-01-08T02:17:00.002+08:00

my doom's nearing..

exactly, 4 more days..

i'm getting my results!

arrg.

i'm petrified.. & at the same time,

excited..

cos this will decide my journey..
the journey after 11 yrs of prep,sec school..
will i be landed up in a polytechnic institude or a place tt's known as ''Its The End''?
arrg..
i genuinely pray/wish/hope tt my results out will be good.
good as mean i will choose the course & school i want & nt the other way rd, where i haf limited choices of schools & courses.
-.-
may all the gods/buddhas bless me..
bless me to get flying colours for this coming mon..
please..

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alright..
just finished watching 100% entertainments.
& it just simply makes me fall deeper for my darling.
such a good,suave,adorable,nice guy..
& most importantly,
a guy tt knows wad a girl needs.
hais.
when will i come across this kind of guy?
when?!?!?!?!
zzz

ok,
off to dream of the light of my life,
my darling show luo.
:)
nights!

ps: You're the light of my life,
You're my sweetheart,
You're my honey,
You're my dearest,
You're my precious,
You're my one & only...

2009-01-05T20:36:00.002+08:00

i want your hug..

i want your kiss.

u should be kissing, hugging me!
not her.. my dear.
LOLS.

i miss you so badly.. my dear.

2009-01-02T14:42:00.003+08:00

jobless once again.
-.-
does the problem lies wif me or the company?
seriously,
haf been losing my jobs after getting it.
-.-''
wads the problem man?
zzz

alright.
time passes in a fleet.
in a blink of eyes,
its new yr.. a new start..
plenty stuffs happened in the past yr..
be it gratifying, despairing or memorizing,
its all over.

hopefully,
wif a new start of the yr,
everything will turn out smoothly..

BUT,
i'm wrong.
zzz
just on the sec day of the new yr,
i had an awful day..
came upon a terrible service, atrocious/lousy/vulgar sales assistance at CCK.
nvm,
i've filed a complaint..
will be calling the in-charge again tmr as he called back just nw & i'm not convenient to speak so well, shall see hw he's going to settle it.

well,
has been slacking, spending these few days..
chinese new yr's coming round the corner,
& so shopping, shopping & more shopping!
but, nth has yet caught my eye..
& i'm unclear of wad shld i wear.
zzz
bought nth but i dunno y has my bank depleted so much!
FUCK.

ok, nw..
a new yr, a new year's resolution..
MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION:
1. To be with my darling boy.
2. Change the temper/character of mine.
3. Score well for my O's, & be in the same poly as babys!
4. Family, darling, friends & me will be healthy, healthy, healthy.
5. Infinite cash! *pls*
6. Taiwan trip in june wif cousins would turn out fun, smooth :)
7. Get myself the bvlgari necklace
& lastly,
8. Turn into a pretty babe. hahahahahahha.

pls dun faint after reading my resolutions.
LOLS,
i know i'm just nonsensical..
haha.

alrite..
time for some entertainments!

ps: i love you,
i miss you,
i need you,
i want you..
Can i haf a chance to love you? my darling show..

2008-12-30T19:22:00.006+08:00

pics..

baby during baby's (ser) birthday =D

christmas celebration!

gifts ex-change ceremony.. LOLS

brother gt this frm ting.

ting gt this frm sis.

LOL

sis gt this frm cousin

cutie =D

group pic

cutie wif his gifts =D

jolly shandy for our drinks. *sucks* LOLS

log cake..

hw can we nt eat log cake on christmas!

haha

b4 baby's birthday..

prezzie..

alrite..

off for dinner for dad's birthday celebration.

ps: I miss you.

2008-12-29T17:12:00.002+08:00

48 more mins..
arrg.
y does the time passes so slowly?
i hate work.
i hate everything.
i just wants you, you will do.
=(

will continue after i reached home.
cos there's hell lots of photos for me to upload!
zzz

ps: I'm always there for you.. what about you?
I miss you.. badly.

2008-12-25T05:34:00.002+08:00

it has been some time since i blogged.
zzz

alright..
miracles did happen for the past few day..
22/12
was asked to go dwn for work for the starhub admin at buona vista.
so nw,
i've to work hard for the nxt 3 mths,
until the sch reopens.
hopefully,
everything will goes on well for the nxt 3 mths in tt company.
zzz
my motto: work hard, spend hard.
LOLS

then,
gifts hunting after work

23/12
2nd day of job.
i regretted.
LOLS
cos its damn boring+slpy & there's lots of things for me to learn.
zzz
& i heard, its nt an easy job.
-.-
but nw its all too late,
hais all too late to regret.
zzz
after work went to jp for gifts hunting again.

24/12
christmas eve.
woke up early for work.
luckily,
its a half-day work.. until 12.30pm only.
then met sis at jp for lunch & homed.
took a nap, woke up at 6pm, prepared & off to meet my cousins for the christmas celebration.
haa
bought a gift for the gift ex-change thingy.
haa shall upload the pics soon.
alright its late.
off to slp

ps: I just wish to spend my christmas with you.
Just you, my dear show.
Merry christmas, my dear!

2008-12-19T22:57:00.003+08:00

18/12
met up wif the girls (babys & emily's sis, eileen) & headed to queensway.
wanted to get another ear piercing
but,
eventually, didn't (due to some reasons)
LOLS

then, bus-ed to town.
only gt myself a cotton-on tank top
& home sweet home.

has been coming hm early since i encounter the ''stalking''
-.-

alrite
pics taken on our way back.

eileen tan, lei, serene lim.
LOLS

baby

smile =)

19/12
woke up early for an interview at buona vista today wif baby.
hais.
all i can say is,
90% i'm nt going to get tt job man.
-.-
damn.

so train-ed back to JP for our breakfast.
haa

it's my first time to the newly done extension. ( i know i'm abit slow)
LOL
huge, but nth much la actually.

after tt do some shopping & back to emily's hse to wait for serene to prepare
& then bus-ed back to JP.

went to watch the IP Man.
hmm ..
ok only.

i wants to watch this la.
arrg.
babys & sis watch liao.
nw i can only hope tt brother & ting will acc me watch if nt
hais.
i'm going to watch it alone myself?
...

actually, my dear boy should watch it wif me but due to his new released album,
hence he's too packed to haf any time for me, i'm going to watch it either wif my cousins or alone probably?
=(
so sad.
..

alrite.
off to catch some entertainments.
WOO~

ps: I miss you, my dear

2008-12-16T15:12:00.002+08:00

standing alone.
after so long,
i realised i'm all alone.
all alone in this big city.

many things happened.
~~i'm~~ my heart's shattered, shattered into pieces.
hais.
nt going to elaborate any further.

work at taka last weekend was H-E-L-L.
it's nt a challenging job,
but we're sway enough to encounter a difficult in-charge or i shld say she's just a staff?
she's just wants to make life diffcult for us la.
& so,
nt being so easily bullied,
we went against her too.
haa nw,
kana complained le lor.
FUCK.

i know i'm at fault too.
but,
if she doesn't make life difficult for me,
will we go against her?
& wif this hot-tempered character of mine,
i'll only make things worse.

she's really FUCK man.
knn
i'm going to curse & swear at her everyday man.
~!@#$%^&*()_+~!@#$%^&*()_+

let me list out the things her boss has complained.
1) play wif the string tt's meant to be used to tie the gifts.

hey come on la, you, yourself can talk wif ur staffs & when i tok to emily u give tt kind of ~!@#$%^&*() face & when we nv tok, just stand there, wif our hands supporting our face, u say we cannot like tt, later let boss see boss will scold.
nw, we use the string to tie a tie for ourselves u oso complain.
then u tell us wad u wan us to do la.
-.-
fucking ** old hag

2) play wif the chair & when being said, still argued wif her

i didn't play wif the chair lor.
nb. i just sat on it & tried.
& then u go, this chair very expensive hor $120 make spoil le u wan pay ar?
& i replied,
pay la only $120, i dun haf ar?

3) scold vulgarities

ya we did scold vulagarities.
but if u didn't come & provoked us,
will we scold vulgarities?
i know, yes we i shouldn't be scolding vulgarities
& i'm at fault at doing it.
but,
i think the vulgarities to scold u isn't enough seriously.
shld haf added a punch rite on ur face man.
so old already still dunno hw to think,
even the staffs there oso say ar. (nt included the dogs of hers of cos eg:emily) (nt my emily of cos. LOL)

but,
wad's done is done.
so,
everything's too late.

& nw,
all thanks to her,
i've lost this job.
but nvm, i'm happy to lost this job too.
working wif this kind of pple, i rather wait to be scheduled in my starhub schedule lor.
the only thing tt i feel sry is,
the person tt haf to clean up the troubles we've made.
FUCK.

hais.
i shld really control my temper when dealing wif this kind of pple man.
if nt i'll be the 1 tt will lose out.
the only thing tt i'll lose out is $$$$$$$$$, my taiwan trip.
** old hag.

alrite.
all i can do is to wait for another job.

ps: i only need you seriously.
you're enough to fill my heart,my world.
i can go without anything, but nt you.
i miss you my dear show,罗志祥.

where are you my boyfriend? i very miss you.
hee

2008-12-10T01:07:00.002+08:00

totally drained,
after consecutive days of working.

6/12
was being squeezed into the roadshow held at taka wif emily & sis.
it was totally hell man.
...
damn hell lots of people & a tremendous mistake made.
luckily,
everything's solved.
aftermath,
went back at 7 wif sis as it's cutie's birthday &
cabbed dwn to his house for a mini birthday celebration.
hee
shall post the pics after i've gt them frm his mum yea.
by the way,
HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY TO MY CUTIE.
=)

later,
left his house at ard 11+ & cabbed to je for supper.
after supper,
home sweet home.

smth scary happened when we were abt to reach hm.
was being stalked by a bangala or an indian man when we alight the cab.
he looks unearthly/eerie/strange hence sis decided nt to wait for the lift.
thus we started walking towards the playground,
and at this point of time,
he stopped, looked where we're heading to & followed behind us.
fortunately,
we're fast enough to shake him off.

after reaching hm,
i realised i'm quavering.
heartbeat throbbing at 1000000 every sec,
hands,legs trembling.

& nw, all thanks to tt man,
i've a phobia coming hm late alone.
& this is oso nt the 1st time i'm met wif this incident.

the 1st time was the time when i walk back after some studying at JJ's hse.
the night just falls,
& the lights were nt on yet.
i was happily walking hm & then i realised an indian man behind me.
same,
he looks weird/strange so i decided to walk faster.
similarly,
he walked faster too.
then i started to run as i knew smth's nt right,
& he chased after me.

broke dwn after reaching hm.
couldn't stop crying & trembled like nobody's business.
zzz

all these people shld be locked up man.
seriously.
zzz

hopefully,
i'll nt enounter anymore of this nonsense in the future man.
-.-

hais,
hw i wish u'll escort me hm every night.

7/12
woke up early for the roadshow at taka again.
damn exhausted & leg/foot hurts like nobody buisness
& the worst thing is,
i'll haf to stand for the whole day again.
-.-
this time rd,
only finished work at 11.30pm?
& cabbed hm
was damn meticulous careful when we reached hm.

hais,
hw i wish u will piggyback me hm when my leg/foot hurts.

8/12
public holiday.
woke up early for a sentosa trip wif cousinsss.
haa
wasn't a successful 1 as it started raining the min we stepped out of the hse until at night when we came back.
-.-
a bomb spent again.
zzz
seriously,
cab is enough to cause a bomb.
-.-''

but then,
overall,
it's still fun & cutie is damn cute man.
LOL

hais,
hw i wish u will drive me hm every night.

9/12
woke up early for the roadshow at Eunos.
luckily,
it ended early.

alright,
my eyes can't take it anymore.
off to slp.
zzz
another day out tmr.
...

ps: hais,
hw i wish u're right beside me nw.
i miss you, boy.
esp the smile of urs tt melts my heart.

I LOVE YOU, MY SHOW LUO.

2008-12-04T00:04:00.002+08:00

days since i blogged.
its the last day for training at ihub for this wk.
hopefully,
i'll be scheduled in the next wk schedule.
haa

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so far so gd.
it was bored, fun, tiring.
but,
definitely, the pay is gd.
haa
cultivated wif quite a few skills, knowledege & also,
more spoken-up.

cutie's birthday is drawing near.
haa
met brother & sis at taka on tue to hunt for his present.
finally,
after spending abt an hr + in the children's department,
we gt him a CARS logo set.
possibly, will be getting him 1 more present or a hong bao.
haa

seriously,
buying a gift for a kid isn't easy.
haa

ok,
off to catch some shows.
i miss my darling hell lots.
awww

ps: thinking of u every min, sec, hr.

2008-11-28T17:12:00.003+08:00

move on.
i've to learn to move on.
reminscing the past isn't bad,
but too much isn't right/gd too.
...

overall,
i had a nice,fun day out wif baby ytd.
a pity tt ser didn't join us.
long since the 3 of us gather.
hee
soon yea? my busy ser.
haa

work will start soon.
training on mon, tue, wed, fri.
hopefully,
i can learn new skills, experience & of cos,
turn out smoothly.

i can't await to earn lots & lots of $.
haa
so many things waiting for me to do/buy.
taiwan trip, blvgari white gold necklace, ellesse watch, digital camera......
hohoho

well,
off to watch my hot shot.
i'm still left wif 3 episodes.

ps: after watching hot shot,
i realised you meant more than anything,
you were irreplaceable.

i'm so in love wif you, my dear.

falling deeper each day..
heart ache when u bleed,
when u cry,
when u decided to give up the 1 u loved.

nevertheless
i assured,
i'll definitely nt give up on you. my dear show

2008-11-24T02:31:00.005+08:00

overdue pics.

a clearer pic of my stage lanyard.
if any1 out there is selling this lanyard, kindly tag me. =)

party-world ages ago.
haha

proudly present to u..
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
my brother. haha

pics taken on her bday

i love every single 1 of them.

woo~

next,

second guy, other than show,

tt makes me go crazy over him.

haha

my cutie/sweetie.

i swear he's damn adorable&mischievous.

haha

& he definitely makes my day.

almost drop my jaws today becos of the actions/words tt he says hence, causing never-ending laughters out frm me.

i love him man. OMG.

lastly,

ting & me.

In conclusion,

i had a great time today.

suave groom,gorgeous bride.

everything's so lovely,beautiful,

just like a dream.

when will it be my turn? i wonder.

haa

ps: i'm waiting for u, my groom.

when will u marry me?

hahaha

2008-11-22T03:23:00.004+08:00

its my BROTHER's BIRTHDAY TODAY.
haa
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BROTHER.
will be out wif her for her bday celebration.

will be quite busy for this coming days.
out for BROTHER's bday celebration tmr,
buffet at my cousin's hse on sun,
wedding dinner on mon.

all this needs money & nw i haven found a job.
-.-
its coming dec & i'm still rotting at hm
i couldn't find any SUITABLE jobs.
lols.
hopefully,
soon man.

whenever i think of my taiwan trip nxt yr,
i'm so worried.
worried tt i'll nt be able to join my cousins for the trip.
arrrggggg
seriously,
i really need money man!
damn.
*pray hard i'll win lottery this sun/pray hard tt any1 tt promise to sponser me for my taiwan trip to win lottery tis sun too.
zzz

alrite.
its time to stop day-dreaming.
zzz
off to slp.
its 3.33am nw.
hopefully,
brother will enjoy her another bday celebration tmr =)

pics will be up soon.
promised.

ps: with you ard, i think money will nt be a prob.
rite? my rich darling show.
hee